Rain...Rain

8:39pm: TRY THIS, IT IS REALLY CREEPY!!!
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Don't listen to the send it on thing. I think posting it and your answeres if they work out is close enough to having 10 people get it in thier e-mail.

And now for my answers....
DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU HAVE NOT TRIED THE TEST. JUST PUT UP WITH IT FOR 3 MINUTES, IT IS REALLY CREEPY

1. Irrelevent
2. 11
3. *Censored*
4. My mother
5. Joey
6. My Aunt (Anne)
7. *Censored*
8. Down - Something Corperate
9. As you sleep - Something Corperate
10. Konstantine - Something Corperate
11. Wake me up when Septemeber Ends - Greenday


What is really wierd is...

3. - Was 100% correct for right now
4. - Yeah, dont think about it a whole lot, but yes.
5. - Joey is the person who probably knows the most about me.
6. - That is weired. She is a really nice aunt. I dont know about this one...
7. - Yeah, that really didnt work out, and I would put a million dollars on the fact that it wont.
8. - Probably does represent number 3. I guess... This one is iffy.
9. - Maybe, doesnt make much sense.
10. - Yes, that does represent my mind. In so many ways it scares me. Note: also my favorite song of all time.
11. - Definently represents my life right now. It couldnt be better. And it is in my wish.

Creepy, huh?

12:40am: The Rain
I was listening to the rain tonight, as it hits the ground on the patio, making the classic wonderful rain noise. That is the best noise in the world to me. I almost wish that i could be out in the middle of nowhere lying in a tent and just listening to it rain. That is really the only thing that relaxes me. Many people hate camping and the out-doors. It takes me away from civilization, and it is just about the only thing that truly relaxes me. I want be able to drive and get away, leave this place, leave these people, and just think for myself. I dont want to leave forever, but i want to be able to get away. I wish i could.

--The smile on your face lets me know that you...--
--L'encre des tes yeux--

11:36pm: Ahhh....
Ahhh... what?
Im really not sure. I think I just hit the point of not caring. Im now a tiny bit hyper and its 11:30 and i havent been to bed before midnight in the last week. But this kinda feels good. I am blasting my music into my ears, and it really helps, since i am listining to happy music :-) (oh boy, that sounds high) It's actually christmas music by a very good pianist. I am too happy to care about anything worrying me right now. Props to the Drama Club who did an amazing job in the play. My bro was very good (as a pimp/thug/bad boy) neverminding his character. It is more and more him lately. I think i am gonna learn Pachabells Canon really well for Piano (Do you spell that with a c or a k? I cant be bothered to figure out). I really should stop typing and go to sleep, but i am typing at a rate that is unbelievable. I think that this is my last sputter of energy before my body shuts down for the night. But im having fun, so ill keep writing. I wish that some ppl (who shall remain nameless...) would stop asking the really boring and annoying "so hows your love life?" question. Because frankly, it doesnt exist, it shouldnt, and it wont. But oh well, i can dream, right? I wish i was also slighlty less open about that sorta thing, its not so good when everyone can see some of your feelings. I am really too hyper for my own good, and i have a sinking feeling that i am forgetting to do something for tommorrow, but that doesnt matter. Help my hands and make me stop!!!! Typing typing and typing. Ok time to slow down now...

Warning - when i am really too hyper (ie. now) something really shitty is going to happen. i really dont like this. alright im done hitting the keys, just a few more.
I wish i could hit those other keys well, those of the piano, but maybe in another life ill have more time to practice. I really do enjoy it, infact, i love it, but i just dont have a whole lot of time for it.

Bye bye, i swear

- i want to finish gold in the townie olympics right now!!! they can crown me with a nike hat and some addidas track pants- -- I'll knife ya-- no i actually wont, but hey...

10:52pm: Again! No!

skiing is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

Sorry i am posting twice in quick succession, but i thought this was another wiered coincidence. I do love to ski...

--Today, its all in the mind, Tommorrow its all in the heart--

10:47pm: Huh

You Are the Achiever

3 You're confident and competent - with a lot of energy. Eager to reach your goals, you are aambitious and competitive. You are good at movtivating yourself and motivating others. You're also a charmer, with a great sense of humor.

Funny, you know, I think my lucky number is three... before i took this quiz, i thought my lucky number was 3. I dont really belive in a whole lot of luck, but it gives me some place to take refuge from myself.

--I really need to shut up--

And by the way, the song "Konstantine" by Something Corperate is the most beautiful song ever!

11:06pm: Betrayed
Betrayal!!!!!!!! It hurts...

Why do people turn thier backs on one another? I dont know... I have done it before, I cant deny that, and I cant deny that it was probably really trivial. But I can now sympathize with whoever I betrayed. This is so empty... and why???? When it comes down to friends, they are the ones who are with me a the worst times as well as the best, but a friend who walks away from you when you try and speak is worse. It is not a friend.
I really hope thats not true. They have to learn (not that I dont) that a friend can never turn thier back. What do I do now, where do I go. I have made sacrafices for these people, but something else arrives, and they run off, leaving me in the dust. Why did they laugh? Because I was having fun... most likley. But it hurt me. I hope they see that, I hope they see that they hurt me, and that piece of our friendship will never be replaced...

--I trust myself the least--

11:45pm: Happy!
I actually got something done today, what a feeling!!! WOW!!! But anyways, do you ever just think that something was pretty until someone else tainted it? I was watching Notting Hill (It was on Brittish TV) and they play the song "when you say nothing at all" which is a really pretty song, and it pisses me off that Boyzone has a cover for it. Something like that shouldnt be tainted by stupid gay screwups who cant sing or write music... There is a difference between making a cover of a song because it is good, and making a cover of a song because you cant think of something to write yourself...

And by the way, go and see Phantom of the Opera, its really good.

11:58pm: Let's Start Again
I think that every once and a while it is good to start agian, and tonight is one of those times. I used to hate journals, but I also know that I think too much for myself. Today, I actually played the piano again, and it feels good. It is my exit for most of my stress these days (not including my computer screen, which gets the bout of most of my frustration), Hopefully, this will help... Lets wait and see

-- Where should we go today? --